

My followers better all reblog this.
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REBLOG FOLLOWERS.
As long as you’re willing to love, you’re alright in my book <3
i fucking love this.
This is amazing <3
No H8
(Source: boatsandrenemya, via baywavvves)
I was thinking back on Jared and Cody. I questioned why things happened the way they did and what purpose they served. My phone won’t delete a text thread if it’s too big (phone will freeze up when I try) so, text messages from both of them are too big and I decided to read through the old text messages. I haven’t looked at those text messages in months now but for some reason today I was curious. Looking back at the beginning and end of a relationship in one sitting is interesting. You learn a lot about yourself and the other person. You realize things about yourself and the other person that you were blind to before. I know that I’m not perfect, I know I’ve made mistakes, but it always goes both ways. I like to imagine a world where everyone can just get along but that just isn’t realistic. I realize that from the beginning Jared and I were not meant to be friends and I was never meant to be with Cody and that’s okay. Sometimes things just don’t work out. I was mad at how Jared treated me since I know I tried my best to be a good friend to him, but that’s okay. I was mad at how Cody acted towards me at Jared’s party last month, but that’s okay too. I forgive them and I’m also sorry about how things played out. I never wanted these relationships to end the way they did. I looked through those old text messages but only took from them the good memories because those are worth holding on to. I could have made this post anonymous but I already know people that talk to Jared and possibly Cody who follow me on Tumblr, so one way or another it’s going to get back to them I’m sure. If it doesn’t, so be it. The point is, I am free from wondering “why?” I could hold onto the negative memories of both of them but, I’m choosing not to. I’ll take what I liked about both of them and remember them that way :) this is the goodbye to them that I never got to say